all the things i want to (but am too scared to) do:
1) cut allll of my fucking hair off. i don’t have that much because it’s short, but it’s a burden, man. i hate it. then i want to dye it lavender. i think it’ll be kinda cute.
2) get my septum pierced. that’s the coolest shit ever.
that’s it. they’re just like these recurring thoughts i’ve always had in the back of my head. the thing that’s hindering me is fear, man.
fear. that shit is powerful.
so my first year of college is over in like 2 weeks & i think i’m gonna be sad. i’ve met some pretty a-fucking-mazing people and being without them for three months kind of saddens me. (thinking about it makes me wanna cry. i’m such a cunt!)
my first year of college was legit, though.
i’ve done some things i’m not proud and experienced horrible break-ups and disappointments.
i’ve kept my head above water, remained strong, and i’m even getting closer to God. He’s revealed things to me in this past week that i’ve been wanting confirmed and there’s nothing greater than having a Savior as faithful.
i’m supposed to be doing homework, so that’s what i’m gonna try to do or whatever.